// Monday, October 13, 2008 / Monday, October 13, 2008 //
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i know this post is so not gonna be me!
BUT this is wat i am feeling now!
- i dun wan to vent out my frustrations one.
- i nv wanted to write it out even of so many unhappiness i always keep in my heart
- i do not like to share my problems openly
- i dunno why, but i just feel that i wan to write it down
- i cant stand it already!
i just dun understand why they are like that
i am 19 years old and not 9 years old.
i can make my own decision for certain things
i dun understand why cant they care if we are happy or not.
all they care is themselves!!!
i have done so many things
and yet i just wish for sometimes but i cant get it.
i am only 19 years old and i slog as though i already have a house to take care of.
i do the laundry, sweep and mop the house, washings(everything about the house)MOST OF THE TIME!
Sometimes they do help out but its like RARELY!
i dunno wat else to say but i just feel that it is not fair to me! NOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO MENOT FAIR TO ME! =(
i am not implying that i dun wan to do anything but i just want you guys to help me, be more initative EVERYTIME and not just to make me happy for that day! its shit that is coming to me! DO YOU ALL KNOW!? i feel lousy and upset each time i brood over such matters over and over again. BUT WAT CAN I DO? TIME STILL DOESNT CHANGE.
PS: is all this part of growing up? i dunno cause its just ....
please please give me a happy pill!
love
joanne
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